12.29.2023

highs and lows

The highs and lows of 2023 are continuing. Right to the very end of the year. 2023 is part of back-to-back loong years, that for the most part I do not care to repeat. I was am truly looking forward to starting fresh in 2024. There is so much to look forward to, and yet one cannot ignore the reality that will spill over into a new year.

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Our vet was out to check Koda's lameness. Again. His uncommon "right front Straight Sesamoidean Ligament" injury improved, but he never became fully sound. Lately, Koda has been very lame on his left front (with lingering soreness on right). Sigh. The left soreness appears to be associated with his Navicular. However, Koda is showing uncommon Navicular related reactions. I am not convinced it is his Navicular. Equine suffering with Navicular typically find relief from soft footing. Koda's lameness gets significantly worse on soft footing. 

Not sure what I was expecting.
 

Our vet will be consulting with Koda's MRI specialist vet again. I won't know more about their recommendations until 2024.

Reality rearing it's ugly head again.

For now, we are trying to lessen Koda's pain. A short round of Bute will be replaced with Equioxx. A new drug to us. I believe Blogger Linda had her beloved Cowboy on it for a while. 

I learned
Equioxx was originally a canine pain medication. Oddly enough the equine pill dose given to a horse is also for the size of an Dachshund.

Our vet also wants us to continue giving Koda Cosequin, and said it may help him down the road.

I guess I should be happy that there is a road to go down. 

To this I say, how lucky am I to be able to care for a horse like Koda. 

Below is one of the video's I took to show our vet how Koda walks throughout his day. It does not show his worst limp. That happens inside the arena.


Koda comes when called.
Head into the barn for his mid-day switch with Nemo.
12/27/23 (26 secs)

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The most exciting thing to look forward to in 2024 is that Brad and I will be starting a new chapter together!! He decided to retire, and sell his half of the concrete company at the beginning of 2023. Yesterday was his last day.

Super happy for Brad! His retirement is so well deserved.

January 2nd he will officially no longer be a co-owner at a company where he worked his ass way up from the bottom to the top. Brad mentored many and set a standard no one has/can duplicate. He was the foundation (no pun intended) of the company for over three decades (37 yrs). It took three guys to "replace" him. Although you cannot really replace experience or his work ethic. However, the 76 year old company (it grew from 40ish when he bought in, to 145-60 full time employees) will adjust and operate differently. 

Brad's goal was to put in 40 years (
longest employee) but changed his mind after - well - if you read this blog then you are aware. He promised me "it" wasn't the reason. Instead he says "it opened his eyes" and that 40 is just a number. Brad wants to be home with me and our animals, working and enjoying our land etc. Living our dream.

I don't know what I did to deserve such a love.

We will have so much more time to share with our horses in 2024!! Like our newest girl, who gave us so much Hope throughout this trying year. 



Hope joins us on our daily walks
12/13/23



12/15/23 (24 secs)



12/23/23 (26 secs)



12/23/23 (10 secs)



12/23/23 (12 secs)




10 comments:

Shirley said...

I do hope that 2024 will bring you and Brad joy and happiness! As well as health... for you and your horses.
I wonder if Koda is getting arthritic on top of the navicular problems. Looks like he's wearing Streamz bands? By the way- Equioxx is the exact same as Previcox but they charge more for it as it is marketed for horses. This from my vet, who I just bought Previcox from for Belle. He said half a tab as a loading dose for 4 days, then a quarter tab a day.
I hope you can get a definitive diagnosis for Koda.
Thanks for the videos of Hope, what a joy she is!
I don't know what your "it" is but what a blessing your husband is! There is so much more to life than working- now it's time to live the dream, as you said. God bless you both!

aurora said...

Thank you for the sweet blessings Shirley <3 Feel free to email me on "it" happy to share one-on-one, publicly all I'm saying is health issues.

As for Koda, he is not wearing Streamz. Will absolutely keep them in mind for future. I remember they work well for your horses, and you too. Arthritis is not a concern at this point. Interesting info on the meds. Thanks!!

Hope is so funny and sociable! She doesn't hesitate to leave food and the others to be by us. As soon as we round the corner and head into the woods, she takes off like a bullet across the pasture and back to the other horses. She certainly is full of joy!

Linda said...

Congratulations on being able to live your dream together. That is certainly something to celebrate. All time is just a number. Meaningless, really. Sometimes, when I look back, it all seems unreal, and it is, when it passes. The only reality is the present. It's something I have been thinking a lot about lately, as Cowboy slips away from me. My time with him seems more and more like a fantasy. I hope there is something on the other side, where spirits can be reunited, and I look forward to that possibility, but there is no guarantee. Enjoy the life you've built together in that sweet horse paradise!

I hope the Equioxx helps Koda. It helped Cowboy for his last years. Any little bit of relief is good, and the dosage is so small, it doesn't hurt them a bit. I don't mind a little limping, and I certainly have my oldies who get limpy/gimpy from time to time. You're a good horse mama, and you can see the love from him as he walks towards you.

Hope is just that. You chose the perfect name for her. It is one of my favorite words, and something I am always looking for. Without hope there is nothing. We have to always be looking for it and clinging to it. I love Hope! Both your baby girl, and the thing it is!

Happiest New Year to you, Brad, and the herd. I hope 2024 delights you all.

aurora said...

Your thoughts always resonate with me Linda. You certainly have a gift for writing and sharing your sage thoughts. I love reading them. Thank you <3

You are absolutely right about time, and living present. I'm not very good at it, but do try. I also hope and am counting on reunited souls.

Wishing you & your family all good things in 2024!

TeresaA said...

Congratulations on the retirement. He will enjoy having time to do what he loves. It’s wonderful.
Irish was on previcox for years and it really helped him.

Here’s to 2024.

Grey Horse Matters said...

Congratulations on Brad's retirement! Now you can both do what you love on the horse farm. It's deserved after working so many years to finally be able to wake up and do what makes you happy.

Love Hope, she's a treasure. So adorable.

We use Equiox for Blue and Sami and have for some horses in the past. It does help. You might be surprised how much better he'll feel once he starts it.

Wishing you and Brad lots of health, good luck and happiness in 2024!
For me 2023 has to go down as the worst year ever so I'm hoping for a much better 2024.

Far Side of Fifty said...

Congratulations on Brad's retirement! That is a big change. Sorry about Kodas lameness, I hope the Vet has an answer. It is hard to see animals in pain:(

aurora said...

Thank you Teresa! Good to know Previcox helped Irish. Yes, bring on a good (fingers crossed) 2024.

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I truly hope you have a better year Arline. Best wishes for a brighter 2024! I am here for you. Feel free to reach out via email.

I am glad Equioxx has helped Blue & Sami. Thanks for continuing to interact with me/us on Blogger. Love hearing from you <3

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Thank you Connie! It is a big change and will take time for Brad (me too) to adjust. Our vet is a caring guy and knows us and our horses well. I know he will help as much as a human can.

Val Ewing said...

Wow that is a big change and surprise! But maybe not. Perhaps you both have time now to do things together that you've wanted to do for a while.

Getting time together is so important to have.

I do hope there is a solution for Koda in the future.

Here is my hopes that 2024 brings all sorts of wonderful things in both the equine world for you two and every other aspect of your lives.

Enjoy.

aurora said...

It is a big and exciting welcome change. A year long process of turning the company over. There are so many things we haven't been able to do together during the day, on and off our land. The possibilities are endless :)

Best wishes to you and Rich for a healthy joyful 2024!! Thanks for your treasured friendship!